Understand that I have a million responsibilities that I am learning to live with. Yes, it is in living where emphasis should be placed because I can choose at any moment not to fulfill a responsibility or an obligation or a commitment. I can choose at any moment to die, but instead I choose to live because life is worth living.
Understand that I don't always feel this way. Understand that no matter how much I know in my head that God is using me for greatness, I am still sometimes betrayed by my heart when flooded with emotions that have greater context than they deserve.
Understand that I am not larger than life, but I am just me. I struggle with little things that seem minute to others but seem extraordinarily big to me. I am just a regular person, but there is nothing normal about me - - nor would I want there to be.
Understand that I am fighting with all my might. Understand that I cannot look back. Understand that I will never be the same again. Understand that that this is what movement looks like. Understand that this is what life looks like. Understand.